It's times like these

that make me wish it was just me and my mom. It's not that I hate my dad or anything, but as bad as it sounds, I sometimes wish my parents were divorced, separated, whatever. As much as I love my dad and think he is a great man, as much as I respect him. I cannot love him as much as I love my mother.
I'm honestly saying, I used to hate my parents, especially my mom. And I don't regret it as childish that makes me come off as. Because honestly as time went by I ended up realizing how great and wonderful they truly are, especially my mom. But separately that is.
Together, they're just so unhappy, and it makes everyone unhappy. Al' be it their are those times when you just know they love each other so much; but those times are so rare, sad to say, but true. Separately, they're completely different people. I honestly like them when they're separate because I can bond with them at ease, well my mom that is, I don't think I could bond with my dad as I used to. Actually, I don't think I ever did? But I don't know, maybe I'm just having childish thoughts. Maybe it's just that I don't know how these matters work because I've never been in a relationship and or the fact that I don't know what it's like to be married. I don't know the hardships that go on; I don't know if it's a natural nature or not for married couples to be constantly disputing or being unhappy. Nothing is perfect, I know that. And no one has perfect parents, their always is at least one flaw. Whether you know of it or not.
I don't know, I hope things get resolved. I'm only hoping for the better, separated or not.

My fierce, and fabulous mother for your time:


*that's not a real baby by the way ;)